TIFF Review: ‘I’m Still Here’ is A Haunting Family Drama

Synopsis: A mother is forced to reinvent herself when an act of arbitrary violence shatters her family’s life during the tightening grip of Brazil’s military dictatorship in 1971.
Director: Walter Salles
Stars: Fernanda Torres, Fernanda Montenegro, Selton Mello


I’m Still Here is based on Ainda Estou Aqui, a memoir by Marcelo Rubens Paiva. Set in early 1970s Brazil, the story introduces us to the Paiva family. Rubens (Selton Mello), his wife Eunice (Fernanda Torres), and their five children enjoy a seemingly idyllic life.

The kids play at the beach near the family’s quaint beach home. And while Rubens is busy with work, it doesn’t mean he doesn’t have time for a late-night foosball session with one of his kids.

Once a congressman who fled the country, Rubens is a civil engineer who helps expatriates. While his wife knows of his activities, they keep this from their children.

One day, their peaceful existence is upended when there is a raid on their home, and Rubens is taken into custody by the military police. Eunice tries to get information on her husband’s whereabouts but, for the most part, comes up empty.

Fernanda Torres delivers an incredible performance in this role. Her desperation is evident, but she keeps a brave face for the sake of her children.

In one heartbreaking scene, she takes the kids out for ice cream and is confronted with overwhelming emotions as she sees other families enjoying their time together, yet her own family has been shattered.

Brazilian director Walter Salles has constructed a very strong film based on Paiva’s memoir about his parents. The film isn’t without its faults—like the uneven pacing in the final act, but they are minor hiccups to an otherwise strong biopic that takes the audience back to a time in Brazilian history that many would like to forget.

Grade: B


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